oh. and happy birthday Keshia.

gosh.

u know im so totally pissed at some people. they like got no feelings at all lor. never think bout other people feelings either. well whatever. this people are so like. argh. whatever.

tomoro i might be going market with dad. but now i dun care im not going. cos he didn't buy my carrot cake. i told him like 815 then still now haven't buy. fine.

and lihui says its so simple to research on harmful effects right. for the sl thingy. well its not. its like can't find anything.

and i forgot to bring my ora card. still with mom. great. mrs loh gave me like the look. argh.

and theres still history pt. and philo pt. gotta hand up philo on wednesday. today played horribly. im getting extremely horrendous. not kidding. just stating the facts here. u know that weird teacher who took over kenneth tan? ya. she came oso. she just like stared at the game thats all. then she told me to offer at open space. gosh i was trying. but other people tell me to offer like in front of the person cos then if cross court then easily intercepted. ok. great.

i m so seriously tired ok. today was like. so. no comment.

i just am so pisse at some people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they are driving me crazy. but. hmph. im not gonna think bout them. ohyes. theres sports fest on monday. must bring house card.

whatever. i think i really need a long break. fortunately tuesday no school. oh wait . duh. of cos. theres training. that helps. life just so great.

ok. actually theres alot of stuff i haven't mentioned.

erm.
our game was actually postponed to yesterday. we actually played the first quarter yesterday yesterday against ij toa payoh. there score was 4-3 to them. then rained so we stopped. beas dad dropped me off at balmoral plaza form kallang.

so yesterdays game was played at sports school cos there was no other places we could play. yesterday b div had competition and took up the courts at kallang. then sss was the only place with indoor court so play there lor.

hang on. i need some tissue.

so anyway. then the first quarter we played score was 9-2 to us. then ij caught up cos of some stupid player's mistakes. well. one player made super extreme mistakes. just to let u know. it was me.

the umpire i think sprained her leg or sumting right. actually i heard miss chng call my name before umpire got hurt la. that time was just after we lost a ball. but i was just kind of dao. dunno how to face her la.

then umpire call for time then she sat down. then miss chng totally shouted my name. alot of people can testify for that. eg. nash cherie. etc. then she shouted and shouted. etc. no gory details.

well anyway in the end i thought they were winning and i was like die. but then short started like u know, jumping on the stage. but then no one else was. so then suddenly she stopped la. then silence. the we were like questioning each other. who won? then in the end short was back to normal. u know like clapping and stuff then i relaxed a little more.

u know. now im thinking of tranferring. its really too much. just want to go some unknown school u know. i dont mind. really. but thats out of the question for dad. hopefully not of cos.

u know i was thinking alot yesterday. i thought about every single person i know. well perhaps not. but i just thought bout my relationship with them then i thought whether i've ever helped them before. i couldn't answer many of the questions. so im thinking. i totally need a big change.

btw did u know? we manage to win ijtp.in my case i wouldn't say i won. i clearly remember sports camp u know. the difference between a champion and a winner. i didn't win anything. gosh if u've never heard miss chng shout before u should have gone to yesterdays game. rare phenomenon u know. stepping. hopping. contact. obstruction. u know all the rules in netball. yap. thats it.

well im just trying to survive here. just so u should know. thats not simple. u know there are lots of other people out there? yes. im hoping to be a little quiet for a while. dont mind.

..gosh.

guess wat. we're gonna play against ijtp tomoro. ohmann. this is horrible news.it absolutely terrible. and guess who else is in our grouping?? cos right when brenda called just now. she said st.margs. and i was like oh gosh. then next came ijtp. when that didn't help at all... i thot she was gonna say sports sch next right. but then fortunately she didn't. ts bukit panjang. hopefully we play against st.margs last.

gosh. im so nervous. game is TOMORO. thats not ood. not good at all. argh. this is terrible. i know im suppose to have confidence but. like now. oh gosh. ijtp. hmm. gotta ask at least sum one how they are. ask lucia. ask her bout WD good idea. ok. in fact i'll sms her now.

ok. done. gosh im seriously gonna burst. and wads more tomoro got assesment for pe. track and field. oops. that reminds me. i haven't call kay ye. and i got like lots of stuff to do. history pt. maths assesment. philo pt. ohmann. suppose to start on it today. got to hand up next week!!!

and mrs loh just changed our seats today. im sitting beside vanessa and rachel. ok. whatever. thats ok. hopefully vanessa isn't as bad as nic. as in in the brain. oh . and sum more mrs shirley tan is coming to our english lesson tomoro. ok. i admit at first i didn't know who was that. then so i was like " Whos That?? " like quite loudly so ahem. miss choong heard and mrs loh oso. ok so it was quite embarrassing when i ealised she ws our principle. hahas. whatever.

well. lucia said she forgottan bout he wd. ohgosh. die die die. seriously. ok. gotta relax and pray...